Hello all. Am back. Last 2 weeks.. cant begin to describe it all. Not to worry.. I wont attempt it too.
The monday, 2 mondays ago was the D day. I had a C-section on Monday afternoon - and before you say or think, "how nice I didnt have to go through labour pain".. I went through induced labour for 24 hours before my doc decided on C section. So there! And what can I say about labour pain - everyone goes through their own experience. For me, it was not the pain but the incidentals, the peripherals that troubled me the most.And thats all I am willing to say about it. :)
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Has my life changed - you bet. Am I feeling mom like - errrrr.. to be answered maybe in a month or two. You kind of feel protective and affectionate... she is a little chit of a girl.. a cute bundle that fits into your forearm..she is a really tiny baby... how can one not feel protective or affectionate!!
I live to feed her and change her and wake up with her in the night. And there is no reciprocal feeling whatsoever.
A helps a lot - actually he is the night sentry. Many a nights I sleep during the diaper change. My excuse.. genuine excuse.. I did undergo an operation.. and I cannot jump up to respond to her wails. I am not allowed to either - with both the grandmoms, A, grandad not allowing me to lift a finger - they tell me, feed her, sleep, eat, read. Thats all I am to do. Hrmmmmph.
I am not used to this inactivity. And now you find me back on the blog!! :D
Worklife seems a far off world.
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Havent decided upon a name yet. I have only one week to decide. Its so confusing and such an important decision. Poor thing has to live with whatever I decide for the rest of her life!!
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Today is the first day she is wearing a strappy frock. Joy!!! :)
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She looks like me.. I am happy to report. Her face / features have already started changing and now people say she looks like him too. :((
Her face undergoes some zillion expressions and all within a span of 2 mins. She keeps staring with her big eyes.. I have no idea if she looking at me or at the light. At the light I think. Its good fun to watch her smile, cry and makes faces as she eats multivitamin drops!!! :))
And now she is up... Gotta go.
The monday, 2 mondays ago was the D day. I had a C-section on Monday afternoon - and before you say or think, "how nice I didnt have to go through labour pain".. I went through induced labour for 24 hours before my doc decided on C section. So there! And what can I say about labour pain - everyone goes through their own experience. For me, it was not the pain but the incidentals, the peripherals that troubled me the most.And thats all I am willing to say about it. :)
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Has my life changed - you bet. Am I feeling mom like - errrrr.. to be answered maybe in a month or two. You kind of feel protective and affectionate... she is a little chit of a girl.. a cute bundle that fits into your forearm..she is a really tiny baby... how can one not feel protective or affectionate!!
I live to feed her and change her and wake up with her in the night. And there is no reciprocal feeling whatsoever.
A helps a lot - actually he is the night sentry. Many a nights I sleep during the diaper change. My excuse.. genuine excuse.. I did undergo an operation.. and I cannot jump up to respond to her wails. I am not allowed to either - with both the grandmoms, A, grandad not allowing me to lift a finger - they tell me, feed her, sleep, eat, read. Thats all I am to do. Hrmmmmph.
I am not used to this inactivity. And now you find me back on the blog!! :D
Worklife seems a far off world.
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Havent decided upon a name yet. I have only one week to decide. Its so confusing and such an important decision. Poor thing has to live with whatever I decide for the rest of her life!!
******************************************
Today is the first day she is wearing a strappy frock. Joy!!! :)
******************************************
She looks like me.. I am happy to report. Her face / features have already started changing and now people say she looks like him too. :((
Her face undergoes some zillion expressions and all within a span of 2 mins. She keeps staring with her big eyes.. I have no idea if she looking at me or at the light. At the light I think. Its good fun to watch her smile, cry and makes faces as she eats multivitamin drops!!! :))
And now she is up... Gotta go.
14 comments:
Ur mommy-fying pretty rapidly lady. just this one post is fairly telling in that regard. :D
welcome back:-) and congratulations. and ouch about the pains...but hopefully you would recover soon.
Going by your post, you definitely are acting like a mom already :)
@Mommie Really? I am yet to believe it :)
@Bluestocking Thanks!!! On road to quick recovery already :D
@Gobri Yeah? Remember our little update discussion!! ;)
Oh God, you have started talking like a new mother!!!!!!!!!
But to your credit, you are more restrained unlike a lot of new mothers I know :)
But oh God please don't become like one of them :D
Oh God, you have started talking like a new mother!!!!!!!!!
But to your credit, you are more restrained unlike a lot of new mothers I know :)
But oh God please don't become like one of them :D
Oh God, you have started talking like a new mother!!!!!!!!!
But to your credit, you are more restrained unlike a lot of new mothers I know :)
But oh God please don't become like one of them :D
Oh God, you have started talking like a new mother!!!!!!!!!
But to your credit, you are more restrained unlike a lot of new mothers I know :)
But oh God please don't become like one of them :D
Hey! Its good to see you back :) Take care!
@Scarlett Well, this is what is new in my life. Like I said, right now I exist to feed and clean her. :))
I wouldnt have been true to myself, had I not posted about her, the new'est' being in my life. :))
Cutenness and all aisde, my importance is fast waning in the house!!
@ Shruti Thanks! I hope to post more often now!!!
hey so you are a mommy blogger now...congrats to A and you...so Oliver has company now :)
take care
@Knife Thanks!! I will try to be less of a mommy blogger :))
Oliver got a brother in a piece A got for me recently.. and yes, the little one has company now :)
welcome back :) and pls report the name soon!
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